Yes. I'm aware of the fact that I'm nutters.

[missmiah]

I could have told you this would happen. Give me a crisis and I'll spaz for a bit and then calm down and bring it all together. That's what I do.

I'm what they call "Good under pressure". Of course, the minute the pressure is off or I've reached a point where all I can do is wait to see if the next part of the plan is going to work or not... that's when the trouble hits.

And I've reached that point. All I can do is wait. The animals go to the kennel on the first, the movers arrive on the second, husband on the third or fourth, utilities get called on the fifth, dinner with friends on the eighth, see Jason on the ninth, wedding rehearsal on the tenth, wedding on the eleventh, drive home on the twelfth, move on the thirteenth, pick up the animals on the fourteenth, blood work on the fifteenth, see my husband off at some point after the fourteenth....

Lots of things to do... in the future. Nothing I can do now.

Which makes me not quite depressed, more indifferent really. I look at everything going on around me and can barely summon up the energy to go "Meh". I hate it when that happens. Or, I would, if I was currently capable of caring.

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[mmyrtle.livejournal.com]

*Walks into missmiah's LJ, whistling nonchalantly*

You know, you've put up with some amazing crap lately.

*Looks around to see if anyone is watching*

And you've been incredibly strong about it all.

*Grabs the unnaturally apathetic missmiah and snuggles her*

Just wanted you to know that you've got a fan club.

*Kisses missmiah's cheek, straightens her mussed hair and skips off*

[missmiah.livejournal.com]

Thank you, very much.

It's early and already a stressful day but that helped a lot.

[devsgma.livejournal.com]

You've been blessed by a hug from MM - you have arrived. I met this amazing lady last fall when she and her family came up from Missouri to visit family in Nebraska - hang onto her and don't let go. You'll love her to death.

After a crisis is over - it's normal to crash. I think it's nature's way to recharge the batteries for the 'next' crisis. Hopefully none will find your way again any time soon, but you can't agrue with her - in her experience she has found it works best.

[missmiah.livejournal.com]

It's Packing/Mover Day so I'm back into crisis mode. Hopefully by tonight I'll be so tired I won't be able to do more than sleep.

Or maybe RP. Hint, hint. Nudge, nudge. *giggle*