This is my terrified face

[missmiah]

For reasons I'm not going to get into right now, my brain meats doctor and I spent the last day or two discussing my current med dosages--which had just been upped on Monday, btw.

As of this morning, I started dropping my Lamictal by 25mgs a day. By next Tuesday I won't be taking any Lamictal.

Apparently we won't be replacing it with anything in the foreseeable future, either.

You have no idea how much the thought of trying to function as a normal-type person without some sort of mood stabilizer is terrifying me right now. I've warned poor Captain, and he's already preparing himself for the worst. Crazy!Doc says that if I absolutely have to, we can discuss the matter again in the future and we may be able to find something that will work, but for now... nothing.

I'll be walking without a safety net.

Thank goodness I've still got the anti-anxiety buspar for now. I seriously have no idea what I'm going to do if that one gets yanked out from under me as well.

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[devsgma.livejournal.com]

I'm not trying to be flip here, so don't misunderstand, but you'll do great. There will be ups and downs, but that's what life is all about! ;) Monkey kisses and rose!