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[missmiah]

I'm not allowed to say when, exactly, cptn_oblivious is leaving. Apparently the Army is afraid that random exploding cattle welding hijackers will commender the flight or something if I tell my parents when my husband is leaving. Bastages.

I've forgiven... No, that's not completely honest. I've gotten used to the knowledge that DH hit an orange barrel An Orange Barrel for shit's sake! A non-moving, ginormous barrel that has been on that street since we moved here three months ago! and decided not to waste what little time we had left worrying about the stupid car. Much.

I can't sleep. I'm so worried that we've forgotten something, that I'm not going to be able to do something important while he's gone.

I'm terrified that he's going to get hurt or worse.

And I'm scared. For him. And more selfishly, for me. I don't like being alone.

I watched the DVD from my wedding on the computer (for some reason, it stopped working in the regular DVD player). Everything was so different back then. Now I'm crying.

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[devsgma.livejournal.com]

All I can do is send a hug. Call on us if you need us. We'll be here.

[beeform]

*hugs*

Please feel free to call if you need anything.

[missmiah.livejournal.com]

Thank you, so much, for making the new icon.

[beeform]

You're welcome! :-)

[cavalaxis]

Will say a prayer for him and you.

::HUGS::