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Meds upped. Again.
Pretty sure I'm in the midst of a manic/depression phase that has probably been going on since March, at least. The worst was over a month agoI hope, good gravy, I hope I think, but I'm still breaking into tears at stupid things and last night I cried uncontrollably for a quarter of an hour because I'd "had a fight" with my husband.
Keep in mind, my husband probably wouldn't call it a fight. I suspect, if I were to ask, he would tell me that I sounded sad and unhappy and he was trying to be very careful to not say the wrong thing (he's known me for seventeen years and is well familiar with the whimsies of my emotional state). However, it upset me, and I ended up sitting on the bathroom floor in tears.
I want to do something, but I don't know what, and that is driving me nuts. It's so frustrating. I do know what I don't want to do, and that's the things I normally turn to to fill up my free time.
Maybe things will get better when Captain comes home. Maybe part of it is that I haven't spoken to a non-cashier/non-psychiatrist/non-doctor in person in over five months and I'm going a little stir crazy.
Who knows.
Pretty sure I'm in the midst of a manic/depression phase that has probably been going on since March, at least. The worst was over a month ago
Keep in mind, my husband probably wouldn't call it a fight. I suspect, if I were to ask, he would tell me that I sounded sad and unhappy and he was trying to be very careful to not say the wrong thing (he's known me for seventeen years and is well familiar with the whimsies of my emotional state). However, it upset me, and I ended up sitting on the bathroom floor in tears.
I want to do something, but I don't know what, and that is driving me nuts. It's so frustrating. I do know what I don't want to do, and that's the things I normally turn to to fill up my free time.
Maybe things will get better when Captain comes home. Maybe part of it is that I haven't spoken to a non-cashier/non-psychiatrist/non-doctor in person in over five months and I'm going a little stir crazy.
Who knows.
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