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DH has his new orders. After job training ends, he's going to be stationed at ... say it with me now ... Ft. Sill, OK.
Where he's currently undergoing job training. Also, where he had basic training. I believe he's only left that base twice since he's joined the Army, and then only when we took him to dinner and back to the hotel to watch G4 Tech TV.
So... do I want to move to "OMG It's HOT" Oklahoma? Home of the red dirt, of which I have great disdain (Have you seen the prairie dogs after they've rolled around in that stuff? Creepy.), the Murder Mystery Hotel where we honeymooned, various other things (I'm sure) and Ft. Sill.
Where I won't _have_ to work, if I don't want to. Where I can spend all day being a ... housewife - which I take to mean I can spend the day playing on the computer, write to my heart's content, paint and order in delivery for dinner. Which, you know, is not a bad life. Where I won't have any friends or family. No one to talk to during the day, or most nights. No games on the weekend unless I make the seven hour drive back here. (Which, if I knew I had a cheap place to stay, I totally would. Cause, you know, I got games to play.)
Or do I stay here. Where I'll have to find a job to pay rent and eat. Where I won't see my husband... except when he has leave. Where I will have friends to talk to on weekends. And the games.
Yes, I have the phone. And IM. For the friends, not for DH, cause he has no time for stuff like that.
This is so hard. I need to talk it out, I think.
I have till the beginning of October before the Landlords need to know (otherwise it's another months rent, which isn't that bad, really). I wouldn't be moving until the end of October.
And what if we actually manage to start a family?
Head hurts.
Where he's currently undergoing job training. Also, where he had basic training. I believe he's only left that base twice since he's joined the Army, and then only when we took him to dinner and back to the hotel to watch G4 Tech TV.
So... do I want to move to "OMG It's HOT" Oklahoma? Home of the red dirt, of which I have great disdain (Have you seen the prairie dogs after they've rolled around in that stuff? Creepy.), the Murder Mystery Hotel where we honeymooned, various other things (I'm sure) and Ft. Sill.
Where I won't _have_ to work, if I don't want to. Where I can spend all day being a ... housewife - which I take to mean I can spend the day playing on the computer, write to my heart's content, paint and order in delivery for dinner. Which, you know, is not a bad life. Where I won't have any friends or family. No one to talk to during the day, or most nights. No games on the weekend unless I make the seven hour drive back here. (Which, if I knew I had a cheap place to stay, I totally would. Cause, you know, I got games to play.)
Or do I stay here. Where I'll have to find a job to pay rent and eat. Where I won't see my husband... except when he has leave. Where I will have friends to talk to on weekends. And the games.
Yes, I have the phone. And IM. For the friends, not for DH, cause he has no time for stuff like that.
This is so hard. I need to talk it out, I think.
I have till the beginning of October before the Landlords need to know (otherwise it's another months rent, which isn't that bad, really). I wouldn't be moving until the end of October.
And what if we actually manage to start a family?
Head hurts.
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